Blossom, I am so, so, so sorry. </3
I honestly can't think of anything to say to comfort you.
I'm not going to say again like 'it will get better' or anything along the lines of that. The pain won't be as raw and heartbreaking, but it will never go completely away.
Try to remember all the good times, and all the happy memories. Remember how much you loved her, and how much she loved you. Know that we'll always be here for you, and so will God.
Don't be afraid to cry and sob and scream. It will help ease your pain a little. Try reading the Bible, especially Psalms. Psalm 23 is a good chapter.
The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing.
He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
he refreshes my soul.
He guides me along the right paths
for his name’s sake.
Even though I walk
through the darkest valley,
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.
Surely your goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the Lord
forever.
Rest in peace, Marbles. You will be dearly missed. </3 Have fun with Junior, Teddy, and Misty. I know you'll all be friends.